Numb.

I'm in love
Because
I'm numb
I'm in love
With this.
I'm in love
Because
I'm gone
I'm in love
With bliss.
I'm in love
With OTC
I'm in love
With BUD
I'm in love
With ALC
I'm in love
With BOB
I'm in love
With anything
That brings us to
This state.
I'm in love
With everything
As long as it's
Not late.
And why?
Because I'm in love
With numb.

If.

"If" is funny
So incomplete
"If" I live
Will you live with me?
Or, more common
In our game
"If" I live
Will you die for me?
And "If" we die
Will you be upset?
For "If" we die
We will truly live.

Uhoh.

I try,
I fail,
I try again
I raise the bar
You shake your head
I feel, you're built
In discontent
And I will try no more.
The question now,
Is how to say
I don't love you
I love him.

Words

Words are sweet
When full of life
Words are of
Devotion
Words, are fires
Built to climb
Not a smoke heap
A blaze
Words can change
Like nothing can
The way you see
The world
Words, can change
The way you look
Upon, that
Silly Girl.

Push On .

Wait, for that little bit
Of Recognition
The slight
Misinformation
The unobservant
The hesitant
Wait
And then,
Push on.

Dreams

If we were made of dreams,
If all of life were fantasies,
If the truth would just be fine,
If the lies could be alright,
If the pleasure and the pain were all,
That we had left this day,
Then I swear, I'd find a way,
Back to you.

Love, Lies, and Nothing.

I love.
It's my best kept secret
And my biggest mistake
You're the one that I would turn to
If I wouldn't seem so fake
I lie.
It's to protect me
From the dreams that we have crushed
And I die inside to know
That we could love so very much
And still,
We are nothing.